thx 4 listening 2 me crap.
Saturday, March 27, 2004
Have not blog for so long. Just dont have the mood to do it. Everything seems to be bad, quiz cock up like hell and worst of all some hacker's software "keylogger" lurking in my computer, wad a fucking lifeless, gay computer nerd nothing better to do come hack my com. This really sucks man, cannot play any game. sCr3w LiFe La|2 FuCk!
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11:00 AM
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
Went to school quite early today...then i found out someting...a very special person, someone whom i have not met for a very long time is in my school. This person treated me very well last time, till today i can remember everything that happened. I lost contact with this person bcos this person shifted another area..i forgot to get this person's number and address when i received a letter from this person. I dont think we know we have been friends before bcos we met during a few occasions but we were like strangers. i felt this person look familiar when i first met this person in AS (Applied Science) last year. Now i know, i finally know...i hope i can have the chance to talk to this person again, i hope we could be friends....on the other hand, bcos of somethings that occured in the past which cannot be changed, maybe its not such a good idea to be friends again...very confused, i dont know what i shuld do.. starting to fall sick at the same time.....this sucks!
Andrew @
11:00 PM
Monday, March 15, 2004
Woke up wif a terrible sore throat...then went to school for csas.. Crap.. outside the tutorial room we were discussing about sex education, wtf i just said they did it at the wrong time, get scolded like mad.. he says i am some wolf in sheep's clothing.. oh my, wtf man as if he was so dumb not to know.. he still buys FHM to read but he acts as if he is so innocent, lame gay. For impromtu test, got some sexist topic. Do u agree that Singapore women are money-minded and demanding? In the end everyone thinks i am a sexist just bcos i chose to agree as there was more to talk about...best part is i have special treatment. When it was my turn 3 csas teachers came in to access me.. after i done the presentation they left. Seriously what rubbish is this, 1st she chooses me to be the csas rap, now she gets her whole gang to come pressure me...on the other hand i felt very touched when someone wish mi good luck before i begin. I dint really like him during secondary school, always called him a gay. Last year sat beside him during maths stats quiz wished him good luck but we nv talk since then..so i assumed he still hates mi so i continued to dislike him. i feel very bad about it... Biochem pract was just as bad.. our CP esther tan doesnt even know ben was in her caregrp then she just covered up by saying oh jing sheng (his chinese name) wad a faker. She gave a 20 mins lect on attire, how appropriate it was when she herself did not wear her labcoat thru out the whole session. I was told she went out half way for lunch. After the lab, I asked her y she nv puts on her labcoat. She says she has the privilege, maybe she is too big for her labcoat. Went to eat with frank and tim later, halfway saw someone i was always waiting too see after so long.... thats all for the day nothing much after that... well got to slp, nitez.
Andrew @
11:00 PM
Friday, March 12, 2004
Everyting I choose to do always seems to go wrong today. I went to school early to study wif alvin and tian feng..on the way there, I found out that my ez-link card had ran out of money.. so i went to interchange to top up.. spent $10..in the end left abit of money for movie only... After maths, went to watch haunted mansion wif a large group of people.. rather nice movie.. very funny. After movie, all went to eat, I did not have enough money to eat expensive food.. I went home after that. Fell asleep on the bus, I woke up a few stops later..then had to walk all the way back. When I reached home, went back to sleep and woke up at 5.30. Had to go for the career talk at 6.00, cannot make it in time so had to take a taxi which cost mi $5.30! The talk was very interesting, learnt alot from it.. I was very tempted to ask a question during QnA but too shy..so din ask.. Went home by bus. Watch American Idol, the way the judges comment on the contestants really funny.. Going to do researh for formal presentation now....
Andrew @
11:00 PM
Thursday, March 11, 2004
I am very confused... I don't know what i am doing... I don't know if i am doing the right thing... I don't know if i should go on... I can't make a decision... I HATE THIS FEELING!
Andrew @
11:00 PM
Monday, March 08, 2004
My luck is finally back!! Very lucky today hahaha... started wif csas got back term test, only test that was not that disappointing..Then we had to form groups of 5 for formal presentation but our group had 6. Oh no one of us had to leave the group and the best part was we had to go to *** group. Immediately yw, tf n i got panic as we din not want to work with her. We tried explaining our situation to our other groups members but they did not accept it. Finally had to draw lots to decided who is the unlucky one. Then our group leader maded a mistake by cutting 7 strips instead of 6. We got someone from another group to write someting on one strip of paper before going forward to pick a piece, When i got mine, it was BLANK! i tot i was the one. One guy got one saying good luck! Then i realise blank was safe. So lucky!! He had to go to ***'s grp too bad. Went for AnP pract at noon. Again it was no accessed but there was a post lab quiz lucky the questions were quite easy hahaha another lucky incident... Then nite time went to meet friend for dinner after com syst lect.. After dinner we were crossing the road, I managed to dash across quickly while my friend was stuck halfway.. He got splash 4 times by passing cars LoL!! Nice weather whole day raining, best for sleeping but ahhhhh cannot slp need to study for biochem, the is quiz tml... hope it will be managable....
Andrew @
11:00 PM
Sunday, March 07, 2004
Wah finally it's a happy day!! This morning around 12am talking to hafeez..nv talk to him so long b4, normally we just keep calling each other pro.. but it was nice talking to him, he very experienced in relationships, help mi solve some of my problems. Whole day staring into the computer screen, put notes on table, play and study at the same time. Starting to get scared, tink its time to study hard and play less. Evening time went to mac for dinner wif a friend, then talk talk talk, until when we come out, it started drizzling. Then as we went to bus stop, rain got heavier and heavier. Then take bus home. Reach my bus stop very heavy rain.. in the end choose to run home instead of walking the sheltered way. Haven ran for a long time, the feeling was so great, but then reach home soaking wet. Now having slight flu... but nvm as long as i feel happy its ok. I tink its about time to slp.......
Andrew @
11:00 PM
Saturday, March 06, 2004
Haven had the time to write lately. Busy week, need to finish up comp syst project, do CSAS presentation, study for POE test and still need to face results. Ah results are all like shit got nothing much more that i can say. And the havoc week is over finally. I though it was time to rest a while but nah some crap comes up again. Luck turned real bad..CDS selection nv consider seriously any how choose, now regret. Forgot to scan ez-link card when i alighted the bus, lost $2. Listening to discman when slping, when i woke up accidentally drop it. Having some problem with friends. What is a friend seriously? i really wonder.. Is he someone who only seeks your help but does not offer his help when u really need him.. i tink some ppl are just this way. Some ppl are just not thankful..Well I am really very pissed off now by these ppl.. they are just like the main character(the bird) in the story of the bird...When a bird is in its younger days its wings are weak it cant really fly, it approaches you for your help. U help him by teaching him to fly, giving him support at every stage. So time passes and the wings of this bird get stronger and he is able to soar in the sky now.. Well instead of being thankful, he returns to scold u, asking you wtf u are doing? , insults your style of doing things..forgetting that u helped him in the pass. Well what type of crap is this man? sad isn't it? Seriously I feel its crap...but some ppl are just like this bird..ahhh forget it !! Just received one sms frm a primary school friend, asking mi if i wanted to go out.. when said no, all the bad words came in another sms...wad a retard! Lets leave everyting behind me and hope that tml will be a better day....
Andrew @
11:00 PM
Tuesday, March 02, 2004
Did some colour changes to the blog but cant finish them got computer systems project to do so sorry if it looks awful....wad a day man.. started with maths stats 2 in the morning. teacher gave us all a shock when he mistook the quiz marks for the term test marks...then went with Tian Feng, Yao Wei and Chet to cable tv section in the library to watch tv and sleep. Nothing much to say about biochem just normal return test paper nothing much to say bout result lucky i pass...Then today's comp systems tutorial was the best, for the 1st time the class was rather lifely. Returned test papers too i passed!! Then during the nxt part, Yao Wei kept commenting on wad the teacher said..lol very very funny..then later he explained our situation to the teacher.. we skipped 3 lects when atually the most we could skip was 2 and as a result we might not be allowed to takethe exam. So happy to hear the teacher telling us that wad stated on the warning letter was just to scare us infact we could skip around 4-5 lects. that was so relieving although i dint really trust wad he said but i hope it would be true.. nvm at least that cheered me up. Went to Principles of Entrepreneurship (POE) tutorial.. as interesting as always and the teacher quite lame~!! after that went home.. started raining the moment i alighted the bus..zzZz. AhhH need to go do comp systems project now hope i can finish by tonite........
Andrew @
11:00 PM
Monday, March 01, 2004
Haha first time writing this.....totally have no idea what i should write about...anyway today was crap bad day at school. wasnt feeling very well. Csas presentation was not bad, our group did very little work instead of being scolded we were praised on our set of summarised notes. Biochem practical was my first successful practical this year where i din no screw anyting up even though we used tap water instead of distilled water. in the end we got a nice set of results but the post lab was a killer! Did not know how to do most of the qns...tink i am gonna fail this cursed subject. Tt esther tan (my careperson), lots of comments on our class, saying we did not do well in the term test, tts rubbish, how can they expect us to do well if they set 20 mark qns to drown us..the day turned worst when the fear of getting debar from computer system examination came back again when i saw i was only one of the few who skipped 3 lectures..i hope i would be given a chance but dont tink i deserved it. Anywae just hope tt this sem gets over soon.. cant stand it anymore it getting from bad to worst. ArHhhH.. saw her today still cheerful as always shuld i give up? or carry on waiting? ....... haiz....
Andrew @
11:00 PM
